Imagine...

It was 30 years ago in the fateful day of 8- December-1980 when John Lennon an icon for the hippie youth and all the pacifist was brutally murdered. Even not being present on Earth with us anymore he will never be forgotten, because he did wonderfull things to inspire humanity being better...there's nothing more we can do beside follow his message of peace, I wish he was alive...but as it's not possible at least let me IMAGINE...

Imagine  (John Lennon):

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky

Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too

Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say, I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one



Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A Brotherhood of man

Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say, I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

John Lennon - Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky

Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too

Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say, I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A Brotherhood of man

Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say, I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one

my letter to Santa Claus

Dear Santa!
This Christmass I will ask you for something new: I don't want trendy clothes, random books I never got the time to read, chocolates I should not eat or pc games I don't play anymore 'cause I learnt to live only the real life (for God sake!), I really don't want any material things you could easily give me and I refuse myself to accept or give to somebody else.
For this christmass I just want friends, maybe they exist and surround me everytime but I just can't see them, everyone look so strange and away from me. I would like you to help me out with this.
And I know it's rude not accepting the gifts that it's offered to us but I'm warning you that the old boring version of friend I don't wana have it and I will return all of them before the warranty expires.
Just help me how to find out people who I can share good moments and deserve my friendship, 'cause I won't be broken again.
With love:  Celta

Nothing to kill or die for, and no religion too

I believe in nothing and I'm tired of people boring me me up trying to convince me to their religion...is this the end of the world?is this the apocalypse? bring on the champagne 'cause I'm already celebrating it. Should I care too much for the afterlife? should I be obcessed with eternal life? should I want eternal life? should I want to be save? should I be scared of the revenge of that merciful God? I don't think so! One life is enough I think it will be very boring to live forever in this Earth or the other one...living forever just doesn't make sense. I don't care about when I'm gone I live here in the present, I don't think I should do good deeds so I can go to heaven or be ressurected from the dead to live in the new paradise that you call the new Earth...I'm not selfish or greedy, I'm not honest and kind so I can get any rewards, and all that obcessed people so blind thinking they're owning the truth trying to convince they actually are saying the truth, that their religion is the right one...and you hear from the other one who has a different religion and he says: "no this is the right one!", you got infinite truths and everyone wants to make you belive in their truth! what about your truth? what do your mind say to you? at least my mind tells me that I can belive in God even if I don't have any religion or belonging to any sect, I can be spiritual and nonreligious...after all religion is something created by humans! The religious books were writteh by humans! And after all has God created us or have we created God ?My mind says me too that I really shouldn't think we are the greatest creation in the Universe...compared to the Universe we're nothing! If we disappear the Universe will not notice, we're minimal, a second or even less in the clock of the Universe...we mean nothing and we don't do anything right we just keep destroying everything we can in order to have profit, my mind says me too that I will never ever have any religion again because I think it's a source of conflicts and stupid wars between nations...people are so obcessed living before the death that they don't enjoy they're true life, the only life they could be 100% sure that they have...some people that are radical islamits really think that exploding themselves and killing other people that don't have the same religion as them or don't do what they think they should although being muslims they really can go heaven and God is proud of them! Everything I've ever read about God is so tenebrous and scary that I think that they don't love God they just fear him! But they say that God is infinitely kind, perfect, friendly...but this God seems to be wicked, resentful, mad, vengeful...
What I think too is that if there is any (good) God around he took a vacation or he forgot us or even he doesn't care for us...because he really don't seem to be present in anything, he just let inocent people die specially that poor people that die from natural disasters, and if God is omnipotent and omnipresent he could save them! A good person could give everything to help or save the other including give someone his life, but God if he's seeing everything he just stand still doing nothing...
Some people say it's the course humanity chosed: to live without God and all this disasters, all this horrible life is a consequence of we let him go because we didn't obey him...but still there are so many people follow him and try to live in tune with God and it's exactly that people who suffers the most! He's not even there for his followers? Now maybe I can understand! They don't have any choice than keep hope alive thinking life could be better afterlife...
Well this is all I can say, I don't fear death and our death will mean nothing for the Universe, who knows there can be trillions of civilations out there, the space is infinite within our reach, if our existence is a briefly moment in the Earth's existance what about us in the Universe???
All can say too is that we should treat the Earth with respect and all the living forms on Earth including ourselves, we should understand how stupid it is to kill someone even more when it's about religion! Believe in anything you want to if that makes you happy but do it peacefully and be tolerant with who thinks otherwise.

(un)happy birthday

Yesterday it was my 21th birthday!
I hate my birthday since I'm a teengaer, usually I get depressed and feel blue for a thousand reasons one of them is that it doesn't matter the years of your life but the life of the years you live, in my case I think I didn't live too many years and the years I live had almost no life. I tried to change and I did it, although everyone who is surrounding me they're just not able and motivated to change they live a boring life, tied to emotions I really think they are scared of living!
It's quite sad but although I have a great number of people who say they care about me and they say they are my friends the fact is that they really aren't at the friendship level...although I did simple things that have importance and they considered enough to call me friend. I could have been their friend but unfortunatelly few or almost no one did that simple things for me that would make the difference...in fact it's the 2nd time I try to have a decent birthday party and no one is up to it. This year I made some invitations people not even answer me so I quit...I know I'm alone the only thing I have to say is that I regret all the time I spent with them, and in the most important days of their life starting from now on I'll never ever be there (because I was there for them but no one was ther for me).
It's so frustrating when you have no one that really cares for you and wants to spend this important day with you...not even family.
So what did I do?
I almost thought staying at home crying and regret my existence and ask myself: "why do hell I live? Nobody likes me!"...but I decided not to do that because after all this is my day, and if nobody cares I do!
So I did the most weird thing I ever could do alone, I not even know how I had the courage and the free will to do that but I went for a stroll in the mountain range of Sintra (a small city 40 minutes by train from Lisbon, Portugal), and I visited a stunning place there: the palace of Pena and its gardens (you can see it in the picture above that I took from a mountain ridge).
I really needed to see something beautiful in the world so I could relieve my soul and my heart from all the pain of being lonely.
As I walked alone through the forest darkened by the treetops all I could hear was my steps and the wind whispering...for a few hours it was all my world was made of: the nature and the magical view I could appreciate. For a few hours there were no problems, there were no people, there were no judgements it was just me and the nature celebrating the fact I'm alive and it felt good.
The biggest lesson I learnt yesterday is that you can't stop doing the things you like just because you have no one up to do that with you, and so it's better you forget that persons, the point is: just don't make the presence or absence of the others in your life a preponderant issue for your happiness.
Just free yourself from the prision of the emotions and overcome the unhappines.
If you ever spent your birthday alone just don't even think you should never celebrate it because there's no one who really seems to like you...the only person you can count with is yourself.

If you don't love yourself, you can't love anybody. That's why I hate everyone.

welcome to my universe

What you can read here? Well I write stuff about my life, my points of view, my perspective of the world...I really don't find it easy to write nice things about life so it won't be very positive to read because I don't write pink stuffs so people can be blind by stupidity of owning the happiness no matter how wrong they are. Because the ones who try to be conscious of the truth will never be spared the suffering.
This is me, this is my universe.

If I was

1)If I was a historical personality I would be: Hypatia from Alexandria or Jeanne D'Arc
2)If I was a colour I would be: green
3)If I was a drink I would be: coffee
4)If I was a subject I would be: physics
5)If I was a living celebrity I would be: Gerard Way
6)If I was a country I would be: scandinavian
7)If I was a city I would be: Copenhagen or Lisbon
8)If I was a band I would be: My Chemical Romance
9)If I was an animal I would be: a scorpion
10)If I would be a continent I would be: Europe
11)If I was a season I would be: Winter
12)If I was a cartoon I would be: Peter Pan
13)If I was a movie I would be: Agora
14)If I was a trip: I would be an european inter-rail
15)If I was a genre of music I would be: punk, rock
16)If I was a sport I would be: skydiving
17)If I was a cosmic element I would be: a black hole
18)If I was a urban tribe I would be: EMO
19)If I was a meteorological phenomenon I would be: an aurora borealis
20)If I was a direction I would be: north
21)If I was a culture I would be: celtic
22)If I was a mythological figure I would be: a vampire
23)If I was a 7 deadly sin I would be: despair/sorrow
24)If I was something good I would be: true friendship
25)If I was something bad I would be: revenge
26)If I was a language I would be: portuguese
27)If I was a citation: "I am nothing, I will never be anything nevertheless I have in me all the dreams of the world", Fernando Pessoa

an introduction to my Universe

Hi dear readers!
My name is Celta and I'm portuguese.
This is my second blogue. I decided to write this one in english because a few days ago I discovered how I can see the public that visited my blogue: My Universe (written in portuguese: www.juana-myuniverse.blogspot.com) and I was very surprised to know that more than 2000 people have seen my blogue since May of 2010 to November 2010 (total 2194). Well 1385 were brazilian and 594 portuguese but other people from other countries may not understand my blogue if they don't understand portuguese, for my surprise from USA 125 people saw it, from Denmark 29, Canada 19, Germany 11, United Kingdom 8, Russia 7, Switzerland and Sweden 5 and Norway, Poland, Belarus 2.
So about 13 countries, 11 don't speak portuguese.
I never imagine so many people read what I wrote, in fact I only have 5 followers and I almost never receive comments.
So I decided it would be interesting share my perspective with all world.
Hope you enjoy, feel free to comment.