For some people happiness is when you have somebody to love and feel loved (just like you needed to be accepted from someone to really value yourself!), when you have lots of friends and you are surrounded by people that love you.
Well to me happiness is just to have no one to mess up with my head, even if that means loneliness!
In a week I'll end this stupid college exams, start my holidays and get a time off college for at least 2 months. And when I say college I mean everything that envolves college even my "college friends". So how will my vacations start? With this awesome summer festival: optimus alive! I'm a fan of 4 bands from the festival (MCR, 30 STM (it will 4th time I'll see them), Foo Fighters and Coldplay), and one of them is My Chemical Romance, my favourite band ever! I've been waiting for so long to get the chance to see them! It will be a dream come true and I'm so happy that at least some of my wishes are coming true :) This summer festival is perfect for me! It's true in Lisbon I'm never bored! :D
This is awkard and stupid but yeah I know, I had several internet discussions through a damn stupid computer with both people I don't know and with people I see almost everyday and just say "Hi!How's you goin'?", with people that were my friends and with people that still being some kind of a friend, with friends and with people I know but only see them once or I talk to through the social network but don't talk to when I actually see them...and why? Well I have committed some mistakes saying what I feel, what I think and for certain I should keep some stuff for myself, and sometimes they understood I was saying things in a way but was nothing like that because through writting we subjectively assume people are saying what we want them to say, and what can be a joke or a prank becomes offensive, what should be a share of perspectives becomes a personalitie's conflict...so that's why I made this blog, so I can express myself without boring no one if you don't like to read this stuff you only need to close the window but if you disagree with something I wouldn't mind you to comment it here.The other reason is that's because people just don't like me as I am and I really don't give a damn if they don't so I never do anything for them to like me... how can I say this? I rather only have a few people around or be totally alone than surrounded by a huge bunch of idiots! If I think someone is a jerk I have no problems saying that...people just don't appreciate my straightforwardness.
But it's not just because of that I wrote this post: day after day I think more and more about how stupid can be this artificial relationships through internet. Social networks are such a failure! You know how we're so close and so far from each others....how we can say something more tough or intimate through this tecnologies and we can't face it when we actually look into the eyes of the other person. It's so easy to friend and unfriend, to like and unlike...
Most part of people I have in my social network I never talked to face to face and I have some of them I don't trully know and not even had the courage to start a conversation. So I started deleting some of them, and I counted about less150 people (I had almost 350)! And I still having few coonections compared most part of people which have about an average of 400 friends, there are people with 800 and I already saw one with more than 1000! What a woww! Why is that for, anyway? Do you like being famous in a twisted way?Whatever...
After all what's the point to add people you don't like? what's the point to let them know about your life? what's the whole point of people add you on their social network and don't talk to you when they see you?
I know... stunning stupid, next time someone I added pretends that didn't see me it's straight away to the rubbish bin! People are just like piles of trash: you got to reduce, reuse and recycle them!
My fellow americans why don't you do like the dolar whose exchange rate is decreasing day by day getting thinner and thinner? Follow the dolar biggest exchange rate loser program but apply it with food supplies...your problem is solved!
And just one more thing could you please stop opening a damn McDonalds, K-FC and other smelly stuff in everthing that is a highway or a shopping centre, please?
At least I'm not interesting to have your plastic food culture around and warn you that here it's not a profitable investment. Cheers!
not thicker and thicker...I meant thinner and thinner!
IMF it's not a help in my perspective ask for a loan to pay debts is getting another debt to pay just to pay debts... and make the poors pay for the incompetence/economical machiavelism from politicians and bankers isn't fair! Portugal is a particular case because we let us affect by the Euro policies that paid our farmers to not produce, so we ended up buying everything to external markets and with a huge debt in our balance of trade (of course our fault!), and other stuff like and incompetent state and government, corruption...but most of all this passive folk.
There are several reasons of this crisis: the sub prime of course, the excessive exploration of non renewable resources, the huge ecological damage on Earth that of course had its effects on economies all over the world, but most of all I think that it's the speculation market, you know speculation doesn't create any wealth it only transfers wealth so if someone is getting richer is because someone is getting more poor. I can see with my own eyes, wealth and money didn't go away they're concentrated in a small amount of people.It's like: "help children in Africa from starving to death!", but every single day food companies exterminate extra food supplies in order to mantain their prices and profits...yes we could end the hungry problem...the only reason why that didn't happen yet is because these days people value more the money than life and people and the planet Earth...if this continues like this it won't be good for anyone. At least this is my sincere opinion. Cheers to all of you!
Well it looks like the health problem in germany with the E-coli bacterium it's not because of the spannish cucumbers like the german politicians said, the problem is in the german soybeans and it was found the german river where happened the pollutant discharge. It's so interesting germans have said instantly that the problem was in cucumbers and they were from Spain...look, maybe who took a bath in your river was a spannish so it can still be spannish fault!
It's so hot today, I feel just like melting! And this weekend they say it will be up to 40ºC! And I have lots of exams to do and tons of stuffs to study! I just hate these sunny days with blue sky, I know it's strange but it depresses me, all I wanted right now is to be like this picture shows:
Cause all I wanted to be
Is a million miles from here
Somewhere more familiar
"Sometimes people don't want to hear the truth because they don't want their illusions destroyed." Friedrich Nietzsche
I could be incredibly happy if I just could be like everyone else, living in their little world, with their simple problems, I could be happy if the unhappiness and misery of the others didn't afect me, if I just lived for me and for the small amount of people surrounding me, if I had the same little lifetime achievements of everyone, if I could see the injustice and whistle since that kind of stuff have nothing to do with me, I could be happy if I just believe in some religion and follow it totally blind without making further questions, I could be happy if I couldn't see the blood and pain the world is made of, I could be happy if I would be selfish like most part of the people, thinking that if it's not my problem I shouldn't care. YES! I could be incredibly happy if I did what you say me to do: appreciate things I have in my life because there are people that have nothing, I should be happy to have food because there is peoople starving to death, I should be happy with my house because there are homeless people outside...I should be happy because I'm luckier than them? I should be happier because they're worst than me, is that it? Well the first reason of why I'm not happy is because there are people living worse than me, of course that little minds can't understand that, they live so blind in their little bubble! The major problem that I have with them is that I really want to make good changes and I believe it's possible if we all do so I'm so fed up they say no good change is possible! That's the first reason why I spend more time alone, I just can't take that people hanging out around with me!
Basically it seems people want to be happy costs what it costs without care about the others, the other living creatures in nature and planet Earth.
Actually they may think they don't are part of any problem but you all are another cog on this murder machine they call wonderfull life!
Imposing censorhip to your life so you don't see what isn't nice is a pursuit of happiness? I call it shelfishness and obsession...but life and death doesn' care, it doesn' matter if we're ready to die or not, death finishes with us all...and you were so foccused trying to achieve YOUR happiness that you didn't bring any good change to the world.
Just live until it's gone...yes, yes it's a wonderful world!
Hi everyone, I have another mission for all of you today, I received this newsletter from Avaaz, let's save this dolphins!
"The pod was swimming peacefully in the Solomon Islands when nets closed in from behind --trapping 25 wild dolphins for a luxury resort's latest exhibit. They are now locked in tiny pens, starved of food-- but we can free them. For wild dolphins captivity is torture, their powerful sonar bounces off the walls back at them -- as if they are trapped in an endless house of mirrors. Most die young from stress induced illness, but some even commit suicide. If the wealthy Resorts World Sentosa succeeds in keeping them captive thenhalf the dolphins will die in the first 2 years-- and it will legitimise the widely banned practice of capturing dolphins in the wild. We can’t let that happen --let's use our voices to set them free. Resorts World was forced to abandon plans for a whale shark exhibit two years ago because of the huge outcry that threatened their reputation.Let’s build a massive call now to free these intelligent, beautiful creatures-- and make this a turning point in the fight to end the global wild-dolphin trade. Our petition will be delivered to Resorts World and the media.Sign now and share this with everyone!
The appallingly cruel wild-dolphin industry has been banned in nations from the UK to Costa Rica. The terrifying capture process involves driving the dolphins to shallow water, where up to half drown or die of their injuries before they are even caught. If we force Resorts World to free these wild dolphins now it will send a powerful message to all other resorts, and help break the back of the capture industry. We can also give these dolphins a second chance in life -- renowned dolphin expert Ric O’Barry has offered to rehabilitate them back into the wild.
Resorts World argues that their “interactive spa program” will help heal sick and disabled children – but there is no scientific evidence to support this technique, which sees desperate parents pay thousands in pursuit of an imaginary cure. They also claim their programs aid conservation – but dolphin capture drives are also hunting expeditions. The “display-worthy” dolphins are spared, while the others are butchered. By ordering wild-caught dolphins, Resorts World is driving up demand for these barbaric hunts.
The trade of wild-captured dolphins must end. The world is moving slowly but surely in this direction, and our intervention could set a valuable precedent. Resorts World has buckled under pressure before, and it can’t afford another hit to its image. Let’s join our voices urgently to free the world’s saddest dolphins, and win a crucial battle in the fight to save all wild dolphins from short, miserable lives in captivity.
Wild dolphins are incredibly playful, social and caring, as well as extremely intelligent -- they are utterly captivating creatures. In the world we all wish for, dolphins are not hunted, trapped and broken -- they are treated with the respect that all life deserves. Today, as we work for their freedom, we are taking a small but important step towards making that world a reality."
Well there are 2 things which about I think Spain is to be congratulated about: first of all, and the most important one, the youth resistance in persistent manifestations in Madrid and Barcelona. What you're doing is inspiring and shows that we're not really the video-game generation with no opinion about anything, with no future perspectives and life achievements...in fact, that's what the previous generation wants to make of us as you see in the almost slave work conditions the system wants us to enforce under the guise of the crisis and the imminent bankruptcy, and if we are a bit smart we can wonder: "how can this be possible if the bankers and the managers od large and capitalists companies actually have more and more millions of profits?". How can we accept to be hired instead of employed? How can we accept to have an income less than 500 euros when they have millions of profits? I think we can't accept this, do all you can do to not end like Greece and Portugal (in Portugal the youth just did a big manifestation but about 30% voters didn't vote and who voted voted in the IMF (international monetary fund) because we afraid of bankruptcy so we opted to debt us in order to pay our debts.... without demand a serious explanation about how politicians drive us to this miserable state). Spain, please demand an explanation for the sudden unemployment, don't drive yourself blind as we did here!
If you want to kno my opinion, there is no crisis at all, there is a speculation process, and as we know speculation is an economical proccess to transfer wealth so as we can see there are more people enriching and more people becoming poor, of course the wealth is transferred for those who have less for who have more. And this is my trully opinion! We can't be blind anymore, act now to stop this!
The 2nd thing I think Spain is to be congratulated about is about a question that a spannish girl did to the prince of Spain, she asked when she could be a citzen instead of a" royal vassal", she asked when it could be a referendum so the spannish people could decide if they wanted to continue being a Monarchy or a Republic. Well my spannish isn't that good but I understood that due to the spannish constitution, who decides to do referendums is the prince or the kinhg himself...of course royal family won't make that referendum!
In Portugal there is a small party that wants the monarchy back here, for God sake, another social parasite for us to feed!!!?? Centuries ago the last king in Portugal was murdered by republicans and they still doing genealogical trees??? Please! -.-
Well, I think that in modern societies everyone that works or worked before retirement and pays the taxes contributes for the development and well being of society (the street sweeper, the medicals, the professors, the tradesfolk...)but only who is corrupt and don't pay the taxes, and the gipsies and the royality doesn't! Are they worth it? The simple fact royality refuses to wear too many times exclusive clothes made by stylists of high couture is an insult for the taxpayers in my point of view. A comment in the video says that spannish monarchy spends about 720 millions of euros per year and that republics as in France and Italy spend about 90 e 241 millions of euros per year, respectively.
I'm not against the existence of royal families but they should be more spared! Next time they say they want to cut your miserable income, your free access to health and other austerity measures ask them first what they think about selling their private jet, their yacht, wear cheaper clothes and do a bit of what they say you have to do through the parliament folk: SPARE! Give the example!
I have nothing against royal families even because in Portugal, fortunately, we have none, each country knows how they want to spend their taxes, to be represented and if they like having a royal family to represent them and gossip around their lives specially due to sensacionalists magazines and newspapers...well that's their problem!
The point of this post is just one: I was reading a gossip magazine my mum bought, just for curiosity, when I saw a "new" about the amazing Kate Middleton, who seems to be very kind and nice: she went to a charity dinner (wich is something cool to do!) with a dress of a stylist of course, and there's nothing new about that or strange or scandalous I know, but in the magazine it was written that the dress cost more than 4 000 EUROS!!!
I don't really know if that dress was bought by the royal family or not and I really don't even care that much, but if it wasn't offered by the stylist Jenny Packham here's my piece of advice for you Kate: next time you are invited for some event that says whatever charity, instead of thinking hours and hours about what to dress, use the money which you would buy the millionaire dress to actually give it to charity and wear something less expensive ok? you know royality should only wear the official dresses once so this habit can become a bit expensive for the english taxpayers even because there is something going on all around that is called economical and financial crisis and besides, you don't need to cover yourself in gold we all know you are a princess.
And just to let you know the belove princess Kate Middleton wears fur! Which makes her a bloody minded celebretie, just another vain and frivolous cruel bitch with no compassion!
(As it was not enough the Royal guards wearing real bear's fur dumb hats!!!).
I decided to post here these video because it's what we all did a few time ago when we did an innocent break at work eating that chocolate. Actually that horror was committed by us. What did we do? We took action and stopped this bloody business writing to Nestlé how shocked we were. The result? we accomplished success. See?http://www.greenpeace.org/international/en/news/features/Sweet-success-for-Kit-Kat-campaign/
This kind of things makes me believe people are still human and kind, together we can contribute for an econimical fair world respecting nature and animals.
Now we'll do the same to stop Mattel, Disney and Hasbro to destroy the indonesian rainforests in order to wrap their toys cheaper!
Act now: http://www.greenpeace.org/international/en/campaigns/forests/asia-pacific/barbie/
To all of you thank you very much to make me believe in human kind, I love all and believe in you!
