Love hurts

Some years ago I saw some internet post and decided to write it down and keep it, today I found it in my notes, unfortunatelly don't know who the author is:

"I wish I could look you in the eye and tell you;

You are my first thought every single day. 

That I fell in love with you the first time I looked into your eyes.

Everyday hurts because I can't stop thinking about you.

All I want is you. All I can think, see, hear, and feel is you, but you are never here."

Being rejected by someone you love and gave you a sparkle of their atention and care emotionally destroyed me, I couldn't find another person even if I wanted because I have nothing else to give when I wasted all on the wrong one....that for me was the right...I am only left with what ifs, why, tears and a head full of ghosts. Love is not a bless for everyone, for some it is a curse.

And I guess I rembered another great song that describes that:

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like.

High off love, drink from my hate,It's like I'm huffing pain and the more I love the more I suffer, but I guess that's alright because I like the way it hurts.

(Edited from "Love the way you lie", Eminem)

Coronavirus and the rise of fascism?

All the media everyday, all day, just talks about one thing, as if in the world there were not people dying of anything else: Coronavirus!
All events have been canceled, and the Governemnt recomends and/or imposes people to stay locked at home while this supposed pandemic passes.
Media lies all the time about everything, wouldn't be surprised this time they also did, regarding the
danger (or even the veracity) of the disease and even numbers of deaths.
What I see is the mainstream media, as usual, simply supplying the daily masses with fear and Government propaganda, what really makes me wonder the true agenda behind all these.
What if the master plan of the New World Order  is to make a scared and helpless public believe in this so called pandemic just to implement their malefic with public approval.
Such as:
1-Martial Law
2-Removal of physical cash
3-Mandatory Vaccinations
4-Removal of freedom of movement
5- Criminalise public assembly/protests
6-Trigger recession, divert blame from bankers who actually caused it, and redistribute the weath amongst themselves.
7- Increased Centralised Control
8-Increased public surveillance
9-Complete acceptance of the above measures by a scared, misinformed population.

In short, the implementation of fascism like in the dystopian orwellian futuristic society such as the one revealed in the book 1984 by George Orwell?

Lastly, I strongly, recomend you to watch these videos, where you can see the other perspectives, regarding this subject, before it is censored on the internet, because apparently now we have a Big Brother censorship system that decides what is real or fake and what can be discussed or not.